[future?]

we’re invited to Brian’s for dinner last night. had a conversation with his wife. the most common question that i get as a senior, what do you want to do after graduation? and my answer would be, go back home, try to find a job. she said, with the current situation, just grab any opportunities that you have, because they may open up for others.

honestly, i have no idea what exactly i want to do. am still jobless, job hunting pun tak berkesan, grad school? i didn’t prepare for that. no gre, no gmat, not a single application.

received 3 texts from a best friend back home asking for some advice since she is undecided what she wants to do after this. i think most of the seniors are all in the same situation. all i can tell her is to keep on praying for the best because, definitely Allah knows best right.

(if you click ‘more’ be prepared for a long and crappy post…ahah)

anyways, back to what Brian’s wife said, i applied for a job back home but never really want to work in that company for no specific reason. and last saturday i was given 24 hours to complete a case study. then i have to sit for 2 phone interviews. if i succeed those interview, i have to go to a final one which happen to be during my finals week.

but since hati pun memang tak nak the job, i didn’t really care for the case study. in fact, i started to look at it 3 hours before it’s due. and what happened was, my machine did not support the software that i need to install to complete the case study. chances are, i definitely will not get the job. but i don’t feel regret at all to simply let go the opportunity. perhaps sometimes, i feel it’s not worth it to go all the process, (too much maybe). or maybe jgak i’ve been comparing my current situation with the past seniors, who can easily get the position without need to go to all that troubles. but yeah, rezeki orang lain-lain…(thanx nadot for the reminder =)

need to prepare for 5 finals, and FM. wish me luck and pray for me…
3 more weeks as an undergrad…

believe it or not, i’ve never been to a blue and white game before…
jom la pegi…

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4 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. bina
    Apr 20, 2009 @ 15:55:50

    ye ke Daju x prnh pegi? last year?
    ish, jom pegi 🙂

  2. johnny quid
    Apr 22, 2009 @ 01:33:13

    we should all become vigilantes…….
    haha

  3. masz
    Apr 22, 2009 @ 21:34:18

    come join me take 8-month break.. burnt out dowh~

    but seriously, remember after form 5 and ppl asked u what u wanna do, n i’d say oh-i-wanna-be an-engineer; somehow it felt like i had everything all figure out then, but guess what, after 4 years of college… i realize, i actually don’t..

  4. daju
    Apr 23, 2009 @ 08:17:47

    maybe we should..haha

    good idea masz..haha..

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